X Marks The Pedwalk - The Sun, The Cold, My Underwater Fear lyrics

I miss you so much Will you see the signs With any footstep I try to walk the line My life is not a story Will you listen and hear With any whisper I try to voice my tears Of love and desire I hate you so much When I feel ashamed With any laughter I try not to feel drained My face is not a mirror Come closer to me With any teardrop I try to fill the sea Of love and desire The sun, the cold My underwater fear Amid the churning waves My self-trust disappears The sun, the cold My underwater fear Save me from drowning And dive into the sea