X Japan - Vanishing Love lyrics

I'M BORED TO DEATH (GO MAD) kabe ni tobi-chiru SPRINTER OF GLASS (SHED BLOOD) kaerimiru kako ni mushibamare chi wo nagasu I COME TO MY SENSE (AT LAST) azakeri-warai OUTSIDER subete kudake-chiru kaikan ni me wo samasu kioku ni yaki-tsuku omae no sugata chi HEAD de haki-sutero I DON'T WANNA VASHINING LOVE BREAK OUT OF (MY MOLD) kagami ni utsuru FALSE FACE (BREAK UP) mi-ushinai-kaketa yokubou wo baku-kesu toki MAKE A PAST (AT GIRL) maboroshi ni mita A REAL KNOCK OUT kichigai-jimita kairaku ni ake-kurero * karami-tsuku omae no genei wasurarenai kurushimi chi-mayou kokoro no kakera wa kage mo katachi mo nai yume wo ima mo oi-tsuzuiteru tsukurareta kyouki-yosooi "I CAN'T STAND" HOW I TRY TO DECEIVE MYSELF HOW "WAITING FOR YOU" IF TEAR TURN IN TO BLOOD "CAN'T GET AWAY" HOW I TRY TO DECIVE MYSELF "PORTRAIT OF YOU" NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY I CAN'T LOSE TRACK OF YOU I MISSEDcan't lose track of you I missed # INJURY DEEP INSIDE MY HEART STILL REMAIN CUT UP MY HEART, YOU LIVE IN MY ILLUSION YOU GO AWAY I STAND ROOTED TO THE SPOT [2X] [# repeat] [# repeat] (LAUGH AT ME) BEING AT MY WIT'S END (LAUGH AT ME) EVEN IF IT'S A FORCED SMILE (LAUGH AT ME) BEING AT MY WIT'S END