X Japan - Alive lyrics

I'm wandering the town all light off I don't know where I'm leaving for the muddy rain start to fall on me and I'm walking down to subway I can't see all around me get me out of here talk to me if someone is in this darkness I'm out of my head out of my mind tell me where I'm what's going on, oh please something is hiding me off is this the wall of my heart I have been lost so many things I've got for long time I've been searching for my way I carry on, carry on ... I'm so spiting to their ugly heart to this so stood world everyday I forbear to fall the tears don't wanna be down everynight hurt is so deep in my heart is this my life oh! show me please the wall close to me it's so painful, stop it! is there someone to help me please get me out of here oh! get me out! dead or alive, no place to run get it settled once and for all dead or alive, can't live in the past only one way to live * give me heart finishing blow if I could only turn my back let me do screaming high squeeze the throes of d**h for me it comes here the blame I'd done before fall on me as if it grow in my brain the ugly side of myself tears me up at this time I can't go back give my heart finishing blow if I couldn't run from the past let me do screaming high disclose the feeling inside of me dead or alive, can't live in the past only one way to live (* repeat) the fight is over the mad rain had gone past over me blood is flowing down tear is flowing down now I'm alive and I'm walking to town again