I wish you didn't need it anymore I understand exactly what you use it for And better isn't always doing well I know because I'm better now myself And it's true, I need it too But not the way that you do I wish I didn't love you quite as much The reason that we never talk and never touch Is the same reason that I have never done enough To show you that you never needed to earn my love And it's true, you love me too But not the way that I do [Mickey Free] I know it hurts you bad as hell the way I tell you lies And you despise all my vices dialing those crisis lines The love you gave me you paid me and I cannot return it It's burned a hole in my pocket you've got no interest earning I'm turning leaf after leaf I'm searching for something solid So you believe me, won't leave me, or just to change the topic If I can't change or stop it, can I still call on you Can I still count on you down for me despite all that I do I wish I didn't hold you to your word Ignited and decided, they are undeserved I've never discovered when to stop That giant made of stone came down off the mountain top See, it's true, I lie to you But not as well as you do And it's true, I need it too But not the way that you do