Reaching for another sedative, I want to find eternal sleep We’ve grown so far apart, I’m in quiet hell As your back rests next to mine Daydream of smothering your breaths Perfection, persistence The experience of new breasts Shallow surface value, we pa**ed this long ago Shallow surface value, trust and betrayal that is stopping our growth Stopping our growth, destroy our home Her desperate stare had no soul Lust is petrified of the fear of loneliness Bleach your skin and start to remove the fat Put it back, into your lips, dye your hair and starve yourself Covered in graffiti, you might fit in when your tattoos are healing f** image, f** your body Consuming yourself for yourself, thinking of no one else Don’t let her decide your d**h Companions for decades all ending in webs Poison the camel, queen is my home Never another, ripe with resent Poison the camel; I’m lost with resent Weeks before we explode, I’ll reach you yet Reaching for a joint, some mescaline She’s poisoning Winston so Charlotte’s my home. Blank expression on the floor, waiting for my presence She speaks in truth splattered flame, starts wars to be wed Marred and intoxicated, the last thing I swallow I’ve wandered off, gotten lost and asked for God Often bothered souls are bought in whole Often bothered souls are bought in whole by demons Rot away, let it spoil Shallow surface value We’ve crossed this long ago Shallow surface value Trust and betrayal that is stopping our growth Stopping our growth destroys our home Your desperate stare had no soul Lust is petrified of the fear of loneliness