Wretch 32 - Chill Chase lyrics

[Chorus: J Warner](x2) I fall deep, the memories chase my mind I fall deep, the memories chase my I fall deep, the memories chase my mind Oh [Verse 1: J Warner] Blood stains in the bathroom He was sort of saying "I'll be home soon" She said he's trying to change I'm helping him find his way It's too cold to be alone Oh, it's too cold to be alone (I fall deep) Witnesses, they can't forgive They're told to quit, they're talking sh** but They know he's going insane They know she's playing a game That she'll never win There's nothing left, there's no next of kin [Chorus: J Warner] [Verse 2: Wretch 32] Yeah, I remember, I remember You was like the first girl I ever made the centre Of attention, my blessing, perfection Nothing goes my way but now you're right in my direction So we'll ride off, fly to heaven Good times, honeymoon period sh** And this sh** became real, you missed your period, miss But I'd rather hear you lie than hear you telling me this Cause I'm just a child myself, how will I parent this kid? So now I'm stressed out, feeling like a let down I'm getting hot-headed, I just need to vent out Cuh we're in this council flat, this ain't no penthouse I'm like where my dogs at? I'm DMX now And why's it always sounding like you're shouting? And all my bright ideas, now you're doubting Out this molehill, you just made a mountain It's like you're tryna question if I'm 'bout it But now your mouth became a weapon and my hands became a lesson That your body had to learn, it's just sad you gotta first But now you're a graduate And you be crying me a river, I can paddle it And you lock yourself away cause of embarra**ment But you pray for brighter days like you can handle it But deep down, none of us are managing Cause we just lost our baby like Madeleine So should I keep it bottled up or should I f**ing bottle ya? Was this baby even mine or was you f**ing someone, huh? Cause I seem more pissed off to be honest And you seem like there's more than shoes in your closet Then I tell you that you'll never f** another man And if I leave you then I'm sending you to Wonderland (Are you my dad? What?) I don't think you understand I'm two above six feet under land (fall deep) [Verse 3: J Warner] Bruises around her eyes She's so immune, she never cries Literally dying to live It's gone too far to forgive And she's too old to be alone She says can't just give up now Cause she'll never know, oh (I fall deep) But he knows that he won't change And that same day on his knees he prayed With a Bible, a bottle of gin and a switchblade Said he's gonna clean up the mess that he made Ironic cause the suicide bath he laid in Was the only path of leaving her, he thought But leaving her in the worst place, distraught Left her in the same space (fall deep) [Chorus: J Warner](x2) [Outro: J Warner] I fall deep and memories chase my mind I fall deep and memories chase my I fall deep and memories chase my