Wraith Of The Ropes - Final Reflection lyrics

[Lyrics by S. Rottinghouse] I don't feel like myself anymore I run my fingers over open sores Self administered lethal injection Snow white powder in my reflection Watch it dissolve into hallucinations I can see it all in clouded visions I want so much to cause this pain I want so much more to take it away I leave a white trail of life for d**h to follow Had to get high to get so low Bury myself in sorrow Had to fill my veins to feel so hollow Toxify to realize That deep inside it's all a lie It feels so good I want to die Don't care enough to say goodbye The razor takes two forms of agony One is clouded, one is sanity Drag it along the veins I polluted My thoughts are clean, the blood is diluted I don't care what k**s me as long as I die Take it away, can't live another day Sometimes I don't even feel like myself anymore I run my fingers over bruising skin and open sores I can't believe I never thought of this way out before In a pool of blood I lay near d**h upon the floor Heightened contempt for all the things about myself I hated Tighten my fists, and hold my breath until the feelings faded Every alternate path to sate my wrath's been contemplated It seems of all life offers, d**h is the least complicated I don't care what k**s me as long as I die