this music thang im doing it for my family and my homies im tryin to leave some cash in they pockets b4 i go the clock is tickin,its just a matter of time. if enemies lay me down to sleep i pray to my lord my soul he'll keep wen i die in this life of hate i pray to my lord my soul he'll take in this life of sin god tell me were i begin ive rejected u my whole life but now im listenin accepted u as my friend my heart is open hopin for a change but im still a k**a inside i kan feel in it my veins aint got the strenth to rise up out this concrete battlefield cuz i still feel the urge to k** cuz snoop still aint got out of jail plus my closet homeboys deceased i gotta seek revenge but who do i avenge sometimes i catch myself overlookin my true friends im tryin to see through all the lies and deceit to make intelligant decisions that'll keep me on my feet but evil ways make me stray and i get caught up in the same sh** riskin my life to represent so enemies kno im dangerous x2 livin that this g**nin done took its toll on the outside im fine but inside im outta control tryin to stay outta of prison but the streets pursuade my goals wen i lay down nd die will good or evil take my soul as im sittin in my room oilin up ma strap im thinkin bak on all the other pistols that ive packed all the dirt that ive done with diffrent weapons and guns and how much fun i had wen i was young earning my stripes one by one they added up sin at the scene i didnt realize it then but now i understand theres consequences for every reaction lord kan u forgive for my sins up till today but if i k** again tomoro does that mean u feel betrayed cuz i knt promise u that ill do what the bibles tells me not to if i feel i gots to ride im gonna ride with or without u no disrespect intended dnt tke me for satans child kuz 5-0 got my dirty deeds gathered up in the gang files look at my loyalty the love i got for my family if any1 could i kno that u wuld understand me so wen they take my number nd i take my final breathe nd die pleaz forgive me 4 my sins nd let my soul rise to the sky x2 livin that life this g**nin done took its toll on the outside im fine but inside im outta control tryin to stay outta prison but the streets pursuade my goals wen i lay down nd die will good or evill take my soul if enemies lay me down to sleep i pray to lord my soul he'll keep wen i die in this life of hate i pray to my lord my soul he'll take i live another DAY now its time to live another nite i take it minute by minute and hope somehow i do it rie i gotta fite to keep hope alive that snoop will get released but its the red-suited beasts that gets the blue suited police societies got us marked as k**ers dealers and thugs g**ners shootin them slugs drug dealers movin them d** aint no love on this side of the tracks thats why criminals run in packs who else gonna have are muthafukin backs u think are president aint a sinner hes the cruelist of all hes the one k**in the inoccent with missiles and bombs while we just up in the street tryin to maintain human nature that have enemies so we g**n lord if u culd shine any lite up on this life of mine i'd be willing to listen to u with the drop of a dime because im suicidal at times and at times im homicidal livin on the borderline damper of my chances of survival x2 livin that life this g**nin done took its toll on the outside im fine but inside im outta control tryin to stay outta of prison but the streets pursuade my goals wen i laydown nd die will good or evil take my soul lord i got a question will u forgive for my sins even if i dnt regret them cuz sometimes no matter how hard i try i feel no remorse i feel i had to do wat i had to do but then again maybe it the old-e numbin the pain i dunno but send blackbird my love if enemies lay me down to sleep i pray to my lord my soul he'll keep wen i die in this life of hate i pray to my lord he'll take