Woodie - Mind Games lyrics

'Blackbird' Its 1993, somethings have been rough You know, they just made me hard I didn't like when people tried to punk me When people started carrying guns sh** Well anyways In 94... he got shot Which just started a big ol' thing Then a whole bunch of stuff happened 'Woodie' Enemys grab your strap Cause woodies back With a SK choppa for your a** West trunk, norteño, earn my strap to the youngins livin fast Strapped and young with a lot to prove Dared anyone to make a move Buckin at those scraps in west bouelvard way back in 92 Now its 99, been to hell and back Blackbird is gone, I dwell on that n***a what could I have done to change the way shoot Went down wish I can bring him back This g**nin done took its tole-al Drinkin golden to keep control To please my soul where the demons grow Gotta be true, realse its horns It won't let go So I keep on ridin Slide that clip in ready to drop them bodys Enemys to come get at me So your a**...... I know when its time for me to go Im gonna die in a cloud of guns Wildcats dreams,............. When negative thoughts in the back of my mind Gotta find a way to make that cavi Tied of seeing the homies broke gotta plan to have our lifes livin lavey Rappin about this life we lead Rappin about this blunt we shared But the diferent ways homies bled To keep eachother one step ahead When enemys aproach Should I run or should I k** f** running im gonna produce a murder with my steel What if your slippin without your strap........ When enemys aproach Should I run or should I k** f** running im gonna produce a murder with my steel Im trying to keep my thoughts in check everyday I struggle to keep my mind sane Pull an ak and I can't tell Heaven and hell is playing mind games Through trials and tribulation I developed an act for paitience So im camoflauged and waitin When it comes to retalation Infrotration, servein, your spot, gotta plot So I don't get caught My click be hot by the cops What's up, they love to empty out antioch Therefore regaugin my tacticts The avergae soldier couldn't grasp it But ill leave it that Cause I know detective's try decoding my raps There trying to lock all of us up ............... k**ed the babys and locs They knew Snoop didn't k** nobody Instead sentence him to the most No, got the media on there side The media paves the nation wide They just relable the government ......... For the public eyes This world is bulit up of gangs Some are big and some are small FBI, CIA, norteno, crip, blood Were all set trippin But the ATF deciedes how many straps we get The DEA agents deciedes how much coke and heriorn is smuggled in And so on, it goes on From the top to the bottom Word to bottom Livin up in these streets f** you b**h And you ask me why I shot him 'Chorus' I'd love to have a family A beautiful wife that under stands me Many sons and a daughter But to be a fater on the brink os sanitity Would it be fair If one day daddy disapeared Weather I lost my mind or lost my life Left with mommy to care Would they end up like me Its deffanitly a possibilty Just one of one thousand questions hittin me up Inside its k**ing me But if Come stickin by my lonely guns I protect my lil homie and have an army of some f** it I'll teach him everything that I know Make sure there'll become hard When blood attacks, cover there tracks Loyaty above all loss I gotta keep dreamin To keep them demons out my head So I don't snap I might pull my wig back Or your wig back I deal with it, in a full stare When im stable Better remain be able to keep those shady thoughts cradle Take it in Day by day Yo when the sun hits the night its fatle Look in the sky Peek a star Its blackbird tonight Im choppin it up With my big homie He might be gone, but he's still in my life Its impossible to seperate us Were one of the same spirit His flash is gone But his soul is on When he speaks to me I hear it The only difference is I walk on the earth, still caught up in drama But whem my number... 'Chorus' 'Blackbird' Whenever you wanna talk to me Ill be listening don't worry 'Woodie' Hear that home boys He's still with us Just not in the flesh Woodie watching over all of us Ill see you in a minute los I love ya Ill bring a 40 if I can Yeah and I love all my family All my homies Ya know I never turn my back on any of ya How could I Look what snoop did Loyalty above all loss