Wonder the Boy - Keeping Count lyrics

You wanna be good? Here, let me walk you through it Let's not say sh**, conversations at this point feel useless And i like people when they ain't listing all these excuses And you like me when i don't act like a goddamn nuisance Wore my feelings on my sleeve, had the sleeve cut off I walk the city half asleep, end up at different bus stops And all the people on the buses avoid eye contact 'cause we're all scary to each other, cities work like that And i don't see the point of going all the way I'd rather watch some sh**ty television at a homie's place I thought it was the weekend, but it's wednesday I never thought my life would be this f**ing boring every day State of despondency, it's clear to me that no-one cares Pencil sharpened to the paper, happily stuck to our chairs But i'm not happy, and neither are you I don't like them feelings, man, they come right outta the blue Melancholy weather, whether or not i'm better Whether or not it's wet isn't relevant for my sweater Snow falling on my tongue, tongue-tied to the tether Bonfire backfired, big bang, body beggars No questions asked, strings attached to the photograph I'm a mess, stab a chest, that's a body bag Better bandage that Bitter lavish yap I'm the baddest at Whatever, it's f**ing rap That's that, nothing else (what do you care about?) About myself I'm only scared of what i see I'd only care if that was we If that was what you said you want, then why you talking? If that was what you said you are then why you walking? If that was what i meant to you then why you threaten? The f** am i supposed to do if i ain't stressing? f** it, let me count my blessings Ninety-nine, one f**ing hunnid I'm the bestest