Wolves & Machines - Like Holding Breath lyrics

I think I’m holding you down. Yeah, I’m a weight around your ankle and you love me, but I’m making you drown. So pull me off and push out. Don’t let me keep you around. And I think I got in your head. It makes you sick to know you’re digging up the dirt that left you cold in your bed. And you won’t sleep without pills, but what a garden you’ll build. I wish that you had found a way to fix your gaze on me and make it stay. Now it’s clear to see that there’s nothing pulling you to me at all. And I wish that I had found the time to piece together all the warning signs. Obvious? Painfully. I can’t relate to anything. I remember what you said, that you’d keep me close like holding breath. I could never want for anything again. Have you found a way to live without? Maybe I don’t want to know. I’d rather let you drown while I’m swallowed up by all my big mistakes. You don’t write anymore, so I won’t write anymore. You don’t write anymore, so I won’t write. I think I’m holding you down. Yeah, I’m a weight around your ankle and you love me, but I’m making you drown. So pull me off and push out. Don’t let me keep you around. I think I’m holding you down. I think I’m holding you down. I think I’m holding you down. I think I’m holding you down.