Don't know how to cope With these empty feelings Struggling in this world Life can be so hard Trying to make it through To keep my stability Lift my head out of the water But I'm drowning too fast I want to numb it all And still feel at the same time... Things could have been different If you tried a little harder You would still be here And we could work it out Correct the past mistakes Before it's too late Because everyday is worth living Can't change the past All I can do is learn I want to fight harder And I want to give up Drink until I can't think To forget the pain That will not leave me It's weighing me down Will not disappear But I am still stuck here... Try to take the pain away But I still want to feel Tomorrow will be a better day Even without you here No matter how hard it gets I'll try to crack a smile I'm still left with hope To do what's best for me Your laugh lingers in my mind As I hold on to your memory