Wiser Observer - Maybe lyrics

[Intro] I don't know what it is you want me to say Who knows a year and three months from now we can try this again But I guess right now this is goodbye [Verse 1] I still remember the first time that we met A black girl with an English accent, oh yes! Then my friend told me, "You've been slacking, we gave you a speech it's time to wake up. That British girl go and get." So I made a drink. Poured up Double cup. That's wa**up Then I made you laugh. Kevin Hart Then I used that line that's always played out "Would you like some air?" so we head out I grabbed your a** while we made out The party was inside, we stayed out Then you got too drunk Wasn't that much fun Never saw you for a while But I ended up seeing you again on a whole other night Went to a party who would've knew That you were gonnna be there too We talked for a little bit and I told that joke nobody found funny but you Remember summer sessions? Back of car, kept raining harder First time I told a girl how I felt of my father Maybe it was the alcohol Your friends told me that you liked me, but I never called I never texted Your patients with me grew restless Couple months went by I thought I'd never see you again this time But colour party girl there you were I went to say hi since saw you first Small talk. "Maybe we could start again where we both left off?" She said, "Nah" "'Cos Tuma you're drunk And the way you treated me was really messed up" I said, "Girl, that was your fault" I should not have said that The way you yelled and the way you snapped back Fighting tears I could tell you felt that I was being selfish, wish I could take back What I said But I can't So I kissed your lips and you kissed me back, but only for a minute 'Cos you pushed me back and said, "Tuma stop! Stop messing with my feelings" "I can't go through all of this again" I'm just wishing I said I liked you back then [Verse 2] Man I can't believe that you wrote this, I can't believe that you wrote this And all over one girl? Your self promise man you just broke it We do not love any of this girls, so just take this mic and just hold it We are aiming for the whole world now is not the time to lose focus This love thing is all bogus. When did you stop growing? You make her laugh have some fun and then cut her off man you know this Treat these women like objects, focus on your rap projects Now's the time to make progress there'll be plenty of women I promise Damn. When the hell did you get so soft? Don't want to get hurt? Better break this off It's like you forgot you had a broken heart You really think that this time will be different? Give a part of yourself to these girls, your whole heart man will go missing Man I can't believe that you wrote this, I can't believe that you wrote this Took a long time to heal. You're just rushing off to get broken What about the dream? What about the team? What about the family, n***a? Did you forget what it means? [Hook] Maybe one day she will be your home Maybe one day she will be your own Maybe this drinks a little too strong Maybe tired of being on your own [Verse 3] What do you want me to say? What do you want me to say? Do you really think if it was up to me, I'd have any of it this way? Yes I still remember my ex, still remember the pain to this day It hurt back then, but look at me now I'm okay I'm doing pretty great. Doing well on my own Just been a while since a girl that I've met made me think should I be alone And I know we dreamed of k**ing this music. Nice cars, Nice home And I know we said wouldn't fall for these girls. 'Till we set, 'till we grown There's still a lot of girls out there Still a whole world haven't seen out there world out there Just wanna live my life. I just wanna thrive But I'm not gonna lie This ain't love, but this girl's really occupied my mind What do you want me to say? What do you want me to say? This girl's got me thinking we could be together one day I'm trying to build the greatest castle ever seen, but What's a king to do without a queen, bra [Hook]