Wisdom In Chains - Out of Season lyrics

I saw my mother so I asked her "What's the end for your f**in' ba*tard?" I lost it long ago and that's what I am No happy ever after I'm gonna hang from a f**in' rafter and swing to the beat of my cold dead heart. Oh yea What became of your only daughter? What became of all your sons? You let them leave without a reason And now you're left with nothing but the same of an empty home The tree of love is out season I saw my brother so I asked him "Do you think about the past and does it keep you up at night like you're all alone?" He said, "Man, I shed some tears and all I got was wasted years so f** the world and all the bullsh** that's in it." I try not think about it cause it only brings me down but on a day like this it's the only thing on my mind I don't want sympathy I don't you to agree I justs wanna smash the system that f**ed it up for me