Winterville - Last Legs lyrics

I can't seem to work this out Smell my fear taste my doubt I can't help but count my blessings wrong Should be drunk off life you said But I'm so sober I'm off my head It's taking me down, taking me down Going nowhere It's gonna need some time Going nowhere Therefore I feel I'm burning out too fast Feel like these legs are my last So lucid so carefree Maybe one of these days I will be Maybe the other side Could lift me up could fix my pride Some try but no one knows for sure For love I'll build my world around But if its too good I've gotta knock it down How many more, how many more