Winter's Bane - k** Procedure lyrics

Sitting on the edge of mother's bed I realize damn she's dying Sometimes I wish that she was dead I'm sick of mother crying When they take her away will I still feel the same There's a feeling of doubt inside me Will confusion remain will I suffer the pain Will I run through the light that blinds me Why me conceived by thee k** procedure I lie awake at night the enemy I feel inside me Rotting beast destroying me I think it's time for dying When they take me away will you still feel the same There's a feeling of doubt inside you Will confusion remain will you suffer the pain Will you run through the light that blinds you Why me conceived by thee k** procedure Like worn leather a tired old man Contemplates what's at hand Like his friends before him then his wife He's sick of living a lonely life