I felt sadness - one I couldn't overcome A wretched madness I think I've had enough All the tears have fallen from disappointed eyes I don't deserve this Oh (how I tried) Followed you through all these years Supported you in your career Went out of my way to defend you Left with nothing but a big f** you I'll take my chances with someone else But I want you to know just how it felt To be left all alone A true conformist (I should have known) Do you know what you've done to provoke me So lost in greed that you can't see I believed in what you said Preached your gospel and was misled Meaningless words that you lived by Our love you can't disguise Your new look your new life I see right through your lies I'm the last link on the long chain That whips the ma**ive beast I'm the distant cry you hear at night From the pain that can't be eased The small voice that whispers Carried away by the wind The leper, the outcast, a mutant No one believes in.