Wilson Nelles - Asylum lyrics

Verse 1: I was walking the down the corridors Saw blood dripped on the floors Henry cotton in the cells Down at bottom of solitary confinement a lone man yells im frightened From the bottom of a well Saw my mother and realized this was just a dream could be a mastered illusion to rakim Really could not be thinking of this when My mom is maniac depressive Guess it makes sense make this sh** expressive But all i can express is violence im boxed in a padded room,really wanna leave to become a violator did i forget to mention shes also bi polar? Hook: How can you tell me im insane (When we no longer live in the 19th century. X 2) Verse 2: Got anxiety and ocd Locked in my cell for years k**ed a guard dead or two Never really saw any of you freaks as a threat.(screaming man) Only saw myself (one) Get that from my father he's selfish(two) Fathers a musician and a scizophrenic Tells me the issues with society What is his priority? Tells me he is being followed Left alone in my mind to wallow Believed him when was 10 Can't believe fell for it back then Grabbed a bat wanted the monsters Outside my room door dead couldn't find The right headspace, left the place as a different personality my coping mechanism destroyed left with nothing But a void annoyed i deploy a mr who? Scythe is his name might sound lame he's my release full of anger likes the idea of k**ing strangers Hook: How can you tell me im insane (When we no longer live in the 19th century. X 2) Verse 3: Second to come is the one and only dr. Vilson he thinks hes the smartest scientist in the world loves the idea of k**ing girls while f**ing them Naw but i dont follow these thoughts I dont represent the pa**ion like an emblem All these years i have fought My own mind saying f** the mundane And f** my brain Lived life like suicide doors upside down opening up upwards Being a teenager this took a turn for the worst People thought i was crazy People thought i was to stuck up Thought to myself man i must be a Complete f** up Every time i would write a line it would get rehearsed over and over again till my Head hurt fallen on the ground and dirt Been kicked in the shins, on my dick The bends of my knees my face im native Pull out the race card erase my past how could i do So when it is all that i know that is me People say f** your feelings f** your emotions Dont be no b**h Dont be a coward Dont be a snitch Dont be a fool Dont be a tool Dont lose your cool Dont go insane Be a f**ing man How can that be You f**ing clown When i dont got a daddy Around Outro: I say f** you f** your mom f** your dad f** your caregiver They dont give a sh** They never will ever A fake love takes place A fake love breaks race A fake love breaks your heart A fake love flakes your start But giving up on life Will never stop the fight Suicide awareness should be for us Not for parents Its hard to love your parents When all they is that they wanna die