William Gibson - Neuromancer (Chapter 18) lyrics

18 She missed it by a fraction. She nearly cut it, but not quite. She went in just right, Case thought. The right attitude; it was something he could sense, something he could have seen in the posture of another cowboy leaning into a deck, fingers flying across the board. She had it: the thing, the moves. And she'd pulled it all together for her entrance. Pulled it together around the pain in her leg and marched down 3Jane's stairs like she owned the place, elbow of her gun arm at her hip, forearm up, wrist relaxed, swaying the muzzle of the fletcher with the studied nonchalance of a Regency duelist. It was a performance. It was like the culmination of a life time's observation of martial arts tapes, cheap ones, the kind Case had grown up on. For a few seconds, he knew, she was every bad-a** hero, Sony Mao in the old Shaw videos, Mickey Chiba, the whole lineage back to Lee and Eastwood. She was walking it the way she talked it. Lady 3Jane Marie-France Tessier-Ashpool had carved her self a low country flush with the inner surface of Straylight's hull, chopping away the maze of walls that was her legacy. She lived in a single room so broad and deep that its far reaches were lost to an inverse horizon, the floor hidden by the cur vature of the spindle. The ceiling was low and irregular, done in the same imitation stone that walled the corridor. Here and there across the floor were jagged sections of wall, waist-high reminders of the labyrinth. There was a rectangular turquoise pool centered ten meters from the foot of the stairway, its underwater floods the apartment's only source of light -- or it seemed that way, to Case, as Molly took her final step. The pool threw shifting blobs of light across the ceiling above it. They were waiting by the pool. He'd known that her reflexes were souped up, jazzed by the neurosurgeons for combat, but he hadn't experienced them on the simstim link. The effect was like tape run at half speed, a slow, deliberate dance choreographed to the k**er instinct and years of training. She seemed to take the three of them in at a glance: the boy poised on the pool's high board, the girl grinning over her winegla**, and the corpse of Ashpool, his left socket gaping black and corrupt above his welcoming smile. He wore his maroon robe. His teeth were very white. The boy dove. Slender, brown, his form perfect. The gre nade left her hand before his hands could cut the water. Case knew the thing for what it was as it broke the surface: a core of high explosive wrapped with ten meters of fine, brittle steel wire. Her fletcher whined as she sent a storm of explosive darts into Ashpool's face and chest, and he was gone, smoke curling from the pocked back of the empty, white-enameled pool chair. The muzzle swung for 3Jane as the grenade detonated, a symmetrical wedding cake of water rising, breaking, falling back, but the mistake had been made. Hideo didn't even touch her, then. Her leg collapsed. In _Garvey,_ Case screamed. `It took you long enough,' Riviera said, as he searched her pockets. Her hands vanished at the wrists in a matte black sphere the size of a bowling ball. `I saw a multiple a**a**ination in Ankara,' he said, his fingers plucking things from her jacket, `a grenade job. In a pool. It seemed a very weak explosion, but they all died instantly of hydrostatic shock.' Case felt her move her fingers experimentally. The material of the ball seemed to offer no more resistance than temperfoam. The pain in her leg was excruciating, impossible. A red moire shifted in her vision. `I wouldn't move them, if I were you.' The interior of the ball seemed to tighten slightly. `It's a s** toy Jane bought in Berlin. Wiggle them long enough and it crushes them to a pulp. Variant of the material they make this flooring from. Something to do with the molecules, I suppose. Are you in pain?' She groaned. `You seem to have injured your leg.' His fingers found the flat packet of d** in the left back pocket of her jeans. `Well. My last taste from Ali, and just in time.' The shifting mesh of blood began to whirl. `Hideo,' said another voice, a woman's, `she's losing con sciousness. Give her something. For that and for the pain. She's very striking, don't you think, Peter? These gla**es, are they a fashion where she comes from?' Cool hands, unhurried, with a surgeon's certainty. The sting of a needle. `I wouldn't know,' Riviera was saying. `I've never seen her native habitat. They came and took me from Turkey.' `The Sprawl, yes. We have interests there. And once we sent Hideo. My fault, really. I'd let someone in, a burglar. He took the family terminal.' She laughed. `I made it easy for him. To annoy the others. He was a pretty boy, my burglar. Is she waking, Hideo? Shouldn't she have more?' `More and she would die,' said a third voice. The blood mesh slid into black. The music returned, horns and piano. Dance music. C A S E : : : : : : : : : : J A C K O U T : : : : : : Afterimages of the flashed words danced across Maelcum's eyes and creased forehead as Case removed the trodes. `You scream, mon, while ago.' `Molly,' he said, his throat dry. `Got hurt.' He took a white plastic squeeze bottle from the edge of the g-web and s**ed out a mouthful of flat water. `I don't like how any of this sh** is going.' The little Cray monitor lit. The Finn, against a background of twisted, impacted junk. `Neither do I. We gotta problem.' Maelcum pulled himself up, over Case's head, twisted and peered over his shoulder. `Now who is that mon, Case?' `That's just a picture, Maelcum,' Case said wearily. `Guy I know in the Sprawl. It's Wintermute talking. Picture's sup posed to make us feel at home.' `Bullsh**,' the Finn said. `Like I told Molly, these aren't masks. I need 'em to talk to you. 'Cause I don't have what you'd think of as a personality, much. But all that's just pissing in the wind, Case, 'cause, like I just said, we gotta problem.' `So express thyself, Mute,' Maelcum said. `Molly's leg's falling off, for starts. Can't walk. How it was supposed to go down, she'd walk in, get Peter out of the way, talk the magic word outa 3Jane, get up to the head, and say it. Now she's blown it. So I want you two to go in after her.' Case stared at the face on the screen. `Us?' `So who else?' `Aerol,' Case said, `the guy on _Babylon Rocker,_ Mael cum's pal.' `No. Gotta be you. Gotta be somebody who understands Molly, who understands Riviera. Maelcum for muscle.' `You maybe forget that I'm in the middle of a little run, here. Remember? What you hauled my a** out here for...' `Case, listen up. Time's tight. Very tight. Listen. The real link between your deck and Straylight is a sideband broadcast over _Garvey_'s navigation system. You'll take _Garvey_ into a very private dock I'll show you. The Chinese virus has com pletely penetrated the fabric of the Hosaka. There's nothing in the Hosaka but virus now. When you dock, the virus will be interfaced with the Straylight custodial system and we'll cut the sideband. You'll take your deck, the Flatline, and Maelcum. You'll find 3Jane, get the word out of her, k** Riviera, get the key from Molly. You can keep track of the program by jacking your deck into the Straylight system. I'll handle it for you. There's a standard jack in the back of the head, behind a panel with five zircons.' `k** Riviera?' `k** him.' Case blinked at the representation of the Finn. He felt Mael cum put his hand on his shoulder. `Hey. You forget some thing.' He felt the rage rising, and a kind of glee. `You f**ed up. You blew the controls on the grapples when you blew Armitage. _Haniwa_'s got us good and tight. Armitage fried the other Hosaka and the mainframes went with the bridge, right?' The Finn nodded. `So we're stuck out here. And that means you're f**ed, man.' He wanted to laugh, but it caught in his throat. `Case, mon,' Maelcum said softly, _`Garvey_ a tug.' `That's right,' said the Finn, and smiled. `You havin' fun in the big world outside?' the construct asked, when Case jacked back in. `Figured that was Winter mute requestin' the pleasure...' `Yeah. You bet. Kuang okay?' `Bang on. k**er virus.' `Okay. Got some snags, but we're working on it.' `You wanna tell me, maybe?' `Don't have time.' `Well, boy, never mind me, I'm just dead anyway.' `f** off,' Case said, and flipped, cutting off the torn- fingernail edge of the Flatline's laughter. `She dreamed of a state involving very little in the way of individual consciousness,' 3Jane was saying. She cupped a large cameo in her hand, extending it toward Molly. The carved profile was very much like her own. `Animal bliss. I think she viewed the evolution of the forebrain as a sort of sidestep.' She withdrew the brooch and studied it, tilting it to catch the light at different angles. `Only in certain heightened modes would an individual -- a clan member -- suffer the more pain ful aspects of self-awareness...' Molly nodded. Case remembered the injection. What had they given her? The pain was still there, but it came through as a tight focus of scrambled impressions. Neon worms writhing in her thigh, the touch of burlap, smell of frying krill -- his mind recoiled from it. If he avoided focusing on it, the impres sions overlapped, became a sensory equivalent of white noise. If it could do that to her nervous system, what would her frame of mind be? Her vision was abnormally clear and bright, even sharper than usual. Things seemed to vibrate, each person or object tuned to a minutely different frequency. Her hands, still locked in the black ball, were on her lap. She sat in one of the pool chairs, her broken leg propped straight in front of her on a camelskin ha**ock. 3Jane sat opposite, on another ha**ock, huddled in an oversized djellaba of unbleached wool. She was very young. `Where'd he go?' Molly asked. `To take his shot?' 3Jane shrugged beneath the folds of the pale heavy robe and tossed a strand of dark hair away from her eyes. `He told me when to let you in,' she said. `He wouldn't tell me why. Everything has to be a mystery. Would you have hurt us?' Case felt Molly hesitate. `I would've k**ed him. I'd've tried to k** the ninja. Then I was supposed to talk with you.' `Why?' 3Jane asked, tucking the cameo back into one of the djellaba's inner pockets. `And why? And what about?' Molly seemed to be studying the high, delicate bones, the wide mouth, the narrow hawk nose. 3Jane's eyes were dark, curiously opaque. `Because I hate him,' she said at last, `and the why of that's just the way I'm wired, what he is and what I am.' `And the show,' 3Jane said. `I saw the show.' Molly nodded. `But Hideo?' `Because they're the best. Because one of them k**ed a partner of mine, once.' 3Jane became very grave. She raised her eyebrows. `Because I had to see,' Molly said. `And then we would have talked, you and I? Like this?' Her dark hair was very straight, center-parted, drawn back into a knot of dull sterling. `Shall we talk now?' `Take this off,' Molly said, raising her captive hands. `You k**ed my father,' 3Jane said, no change whatever in her tone. `I was watching on the monitors. My mother's eyes, he called them.' `He k**ed the puppet. It looked like you.' `He was fond of broad gestures,' she said, and then Riviera was beside her, radiant with d**, in the seers**er convict outfit he'd worn in the roof garden of their hotel. `Getting acquainted? She's an interesting girl, isn't she? I thought so when I first saw her.' He stepped past 3Jane. `It isn't going to work, you know.' `Isn't it, Peter?' Molly managed a grin. `Wintermute won't be the first to have made the same mis take. Underestimating me.' He crossed the tiled pool border to a white enamel table and splashed mineral water into a heavy crystal highball gla**. `He talked with me, Molly. I suppose he talked to all of us. You, and Case, whatever there is of Armitage to talk to. He can't really understand us, you know. He has his profiles, but those are only statistics. You may be the statistical animal, darling, and Case is nothing but, but I possess a quality unquantifiable by its very nature.' He drank. `And what exactly is that, Peter?' Molly asked, her voice flat. Riviera beamed. `Perversity.' He walked back to the two women, swirling the water that remained in the dense, deeply carved cylinder of rock crystal, as though he enjoyed the weight of the thing. `An enjoyment of the gratuitous act. And I have made a decision, Molly, a wholly gratuitous decision.' She waited, looking up at him. `Oh, Peter,' 3Jane said, with the sort of gentle exasperation ordinarily reserved for children. `No word for you, Molly. He told me about that, you see. 3Jane knows the code, of course, but you won't have it. Neither will Wintermute. My Jane's an ambitious girl, in her perverse way.' He smiled again. `She has designs on the family empire, and a pair of insane artificial intelligences, kinky as the concept may be, would only get in our way. So. Comes her Riviera to help her out, you see. And Peter says, sit tight. Play Daddy's favorite swing records and let Peter call you up a band to match, a floor of dancers, a wake for dead King Ashpool.' He drank off the last of the mineral water. `No, you wouldn't do, Daddy, you would not do. Now that Peter's come home.' And then, his face pink with the pleasure of c**aine and meperidine, he swung the gla** hard into her left lens implant, smashing vision into blood and light. Maelcum was prone against the cabin ceiling when Case removed the trodes. A nylon sling around his waist was fastened to the panels on either side with shock cords and gray rubber suction pads. He had his shirt off and was working on a central panel with a clumsy-looking zero-g wrench, the thing's fat countersprings twanging as he removed another hexhead. _Mar cus Garvey_ was groaning and ticking with g-stress. `The Mute takin' I an' I dock,' the Zionite said, popping the hexhead into a mesh pouch at his waist. `Maelcum pilot th' landin', meantime need we tool f' th' job.' `You keep tools back there?' Case craned his neck and watched cords of muscle bunching in the brown back. `This one,' Maelcum said, sliding a long bundle wrapped in black poly from the space behind the panel. He replaced the panel, along with a single hexhead to hold it in place. The black package had drifted aft before he'd finished. He thumbed open the vacuum valves on the workbelt's gray pads and freed himself, retrieving the thing he'd removed. He kicked back, gliding over his instruments -- a green docking diagram pulsed on his central screen -- and snagged the frame of Case's g-web. He pulled himself down and picked at the tape of his package with a thick, chipped thumbnail. `Some man in China say th' truth comes out this,' he said, unwrapping an ancient, oilslick Remington automatic shotgun, its barrel chopped off a few millimeters in front of the battered forestock. The shoulderstock had been removed entirely, re placed with a wooden pistolgrip wound with dull black tape. He smelled of sweat and ganja. `That the only one you got?' `Sure, mon,' he said, wiping oil from the black barrel with a red cloth, the black poly wrapping bunched around the pis tolgrip in his other hand, `I an' I th' Rastafarian navy, believe it.' Case pulled the trodes down across his forehead. He'd never bothered to put the Texas catheter back on, at least he could take a real piss in the Villa Straylight, even if it was his last. He jacked in. `Hey,' the construct said, `ol' Peter's totally apesh**, huh?' They seemed to be part of the Tessier-Ashpool ice now; the emerald arches had widened, grown together, become a solid ma**. Green predominated in the planes of the Chinese program that surrounded them. `Gettin' close, Dixie?' `Real close. Need you soon.' `Listen, Dix. Wintermute says Kuang's set itself up solid in our Hosaka. I'm going to have to jack you and my deck out of the circuit, haul you into Straylight, and plug you back in, into the custodial program there, Wintermute says. Says the Kuang virus will be all through there. Then we run from inside, through the Straylight net.' `Wonderful,' the Flatline said, `I never did like to do any thing simple when I could do it a**-backwards.' Case flipped. Into her darkness, a churning synaesthesia, where her pain was the taste of old iron, scent of melon, wings of a moth brushing her cheek. She was unconscious, and he was barred from her dreams. When the optic chip flared, the alphanumerics were haloed, each one ringed with a faint pink aura. 07:29:40. `I'm very unhappy with this, Peter.' 3Jane's voice seemed to arrive from a hollow distance. Molly could hear, he realized, then corrected himself. The simstim unit was intact and still in place; he could feel it digging against her ribs. Her ears registered the vibrations of the girl's voice. Riviera said some thing brief and indistinct. `But I don't,' she said, `and it isn't fun. Hideo will bring a medical unit down from intensive care, but this needs a surgeon.' There was a silence. Very distinctly, Case heard the water lap against the side of the pool. `What was that you were telling her, when I came back?' Riviera was very close now. `About my mother. She asked me to. I think she was in shock, aside from Hideo's injection. Why did you do that to her?' `I wanted to see if they would break.' `One did. When she comes around -- if she comes around - we'll see what color her eyes are.' `She's extremely dangerous. Too dangerous. If I hadn't been here to distract her, to throw up Ashpool to distract her and my own Hideo to draw her little bomb, where would you be? In her power.' `No,' 3Jane said, `there was Hideo. I don't think you quite understand about Hideo. She does, evidently.' `Like a drink?' `Wine. The white.' Case jacked out. Maelcum was hunched over _Garvey_'s controls, tapping out commands for a docking sequence. The module's central screen displayed a fixed red square that represented the Straylight dock. _Garvey_ was a larger square, green, that shrank slowly, wavering from side to side with Maelcum's commands. To the left, a smaller screen displayed a skeletal graphic of _Garvey_ and _Haniwa_ as they approached the curvature of the spindle. `We got an hour, man,' Case said, pulling the ribbon of fiberoptics from the Hosaka. His deck's back-up batteries were good for ninety minutes, but the Flatline's construct would be an additional drain. He worked quickly, mechanically, fasten ing the construct to the bottom of the Ono-Sendai with micro pore tape. Maelcum's workbelt drifted past. He snagged it, unclipped the two lengths of shock cord, with their gray rec tangular suction pads, and hooked the jaws of one clip through the other. He held the pads against the sides of his deck and worked the thumb lever that created suction. With the deck, construct, and improvised shoulder strap suspended in front of him, he struggled into his leather jacket, checking the contents of his pockets. The pa**port Armitage had given him, the bank chip in the same name, the credit chip he'd been issued when he'd entered Freeside, two derms of the betaphenethylamine he'd bought from Bruce, a roll of New Yen, half a pack of Yeheyuans, and the shuriken. He tossed the Freeside chip over his shoulders, heard it click off the Russian scrubber. He was about to do the same with the steel star, but the rebounding credit chip clipped the back of his skull, spun off, struck the ceiling, and tumbled past Maelcum's left shoulder. The Zionite interrupted his piloting to glare back at him. Case looked at the shuriken, then tucked it into his jacket pocket, hearing the lining tear. `You missin' th' Mute, mon,' Maelcum said. `Mute say he messin' th' security for _Garvey._ _Garvey_ dockin' as 'nother boat, boat they 'spectin' out of Babylon. Mute broadcastin' codes for us.' `We gonna wear the suits?' `Too heavy.' Maelcum shrugged. `Stay in web 'til I tell you.' He tapped a final sequence into the module and grabbed the worn pink handholds on either side of the navigation board. Case saw the green square shrink a final few millimeters to overlap the red square. On the smaller screen, _Haniwa_ lowered her bow to miss the curve of the spindle and was snared. _Garvey_ was still slung beneath her like a captive grub. The tug rang, shuddered. Two stylized arms sprang out to grip the slender wasp shape. Straylight extruded a tentative yellow rectangle that curved, groping past _Haniwa_ for _Garvey._ There was a scraping sound from the bow, beyond the trem bling fronds of caulk. `Mon,' Maelcum said, `mind we got gravity.' A dozen small objects struck the floor of the cabin simultaneously, as though drawn there by a magnet. Case gasped as his internal organs were pulled into a different configuration. The deck and construct had fallen painfully to his lap. They were attached to the spindle now, rotating with it. Maelcum spread his arms, flexed tension from his shoulders, and removed his purple dreadbag, shaking out his locks. `Come now, mon, if you seh time be mos' precious.'