William Control - Razor's Edge lyrics

I feel nothing f** like sick despair All this suffering, Goddamn don't you care? Here's the rope tie me up to the bed Pull it hard, break the skin, take me out of my head There's just one thing all I ask you to do A small something here's my body to use Place my soul in a box and believe The world's not ready The fall misery Count down the days that you have kept me alive In this place only the willing survive It's my pleasure cut with one hand I'm the queen of the dark I command There's just one thing all I want you to do A small something here's my body to use Show the world how to fear and blaspheme Here's the rope pull it tight Show me dark and obscene The smoke clears and in whispering waves of self mutilation I see the dark sky fall to pieces, the world is sometimes too heavy to breathe and the dead surround me like an ocean. I can't recognize the reflection looking back through the mirror, as if some sort of silent stranger with mean eyes and deadly stare, he sees everything and why? Then with one last glimmer defiant I'm transformed into a monster a giant, with no heart, no limbs, no desire. This is not a suicide letter. I just want to get a real close look at d**h, touch his matted hair as I pa** him by You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge You slash my heart on the razor's edge, on the razor's edge (Don't worry we'll mend it stay with me)