[Verse] Lost cause see my momma couldn´t help me Faded with my life you made me oh, so empty Ridin' with the glizzy cause they plottin', you don't feel me Funny how some money make these hoes not reject me Looking for a blessin' but it seem I got a d**hwish Holdin' by a d**h grip Yo, only thing on my mothaf**in' mind is revenge And it means I'll die, I'll lie in bloodshed I think with 2 pistols, grip stick, gorilla glue So my soul die now this is what I'm living through I could hear my exes cryin', far from living proof Picture me rollin' my problems they met me through, ooh Stuck in the darkness I'm living live in your tomb, like I'm sick I'm open about my ex and worrying about who shes f**in' next See I got this mindset, I'm on a mission If you ain't with that sh**, then it´s next I smoke my El she drive down Yankee If you wanna know what happens next Spell it out now, s-e-f**in'-x [Outro] I hate my skin, I hate my flesh, hate the person i know best She loves me, She loves me not well f** it i just need a check I hate my skin, I hate my flesh, hate the person i know best She loves me, She loves me not well f** it i just need a check I hate my skin, I hate my flesh, hate the person i know best She loves me, She loves me not well f** it i just need a check Cris Dinero