Wide Mouth Mason - Where I Started lyrics

In the midst of this cruel healing I find myself out in the cold An eastward murder caught me staggering You're here but I'm alone In the phosphor blue of this night time All our lies freeze hazy Your smiles are knives they tear me As your shadow turns you ugly But it's alright 'cause you didn't mean to But it's alright 'cause you don't know what you did Yeah, it's alright now You brought me right back down to where I started With an offering her words hang heavy And it won't be long before they come down I was mystified they rang so easy surprised myself and followed her out And they will come sweeping over Picking up what's left of you And I will keep my hand steady And I will keep myself ready