Wes Pendleton - Almost Home lyrics

[Intro] If I can just make it up there [Verse 1] He woke up with his hands shaking Screaming inside the veterans hospital The nurse gives him a sedative Tears streaming down his face Quality of life got him thinking different bout medicine Thinking different bout evidence of God's love Now he's thinking different what heaven is Used to be perfectionist Two amputated legs, just feeling out what his perspective is His wife tried to her best to be a rock for him She said its over, and its totally a shock to him Like God's mocking him, cursing at the sky in a moment of weakness Lets the curses fly in the moment he's weeping Lonely and weak It's hard to find the sin in being suicidal When your life is feeling kamikaze When it seem like the only present you can give Is being absent from the body [Hook 1] He's almost home Almost home He's just tryna make it See, he's almost home We almost home See the hope Tryna make it [Verse 2] I hear em saying seeing is believing The lens of the scripture only see us as bulimic Appetite for futility After all the flashing light's the question of the afterlife Weighs on our conscience, one of life's constants Clay jars, but we scared of the contents Used to blow my money in an Eastbay In Columbus with a longing for a beach day Now long days so cliche I seen too much like the Michael Sam replay See the agenda in lust for same genders See the Olympics and underage gymnasts They tryna turn ministers to menaces Shutting down businesses owned by they witnesses Got them Faces flushed when they read em and weep Guess that Freedom of speech getting stripped So I'm tryna play my cards, Fleer Tryna see it through, sheer Counting it as precious, but I'm so torn Cause I don't want another second here Can't see them snakes, see my homie dropping dead It's shaking down my confidence It's venom in them fangs Penny for your thoughts like a copperhead Show me where the monster is From porches to Porsches caught up in this vortex till I come to The looking gla** mystery, call me gumshoe Show me where that parish is till I find home Even that life where it perishes Take away appearances, and show me who the fairest is [Hook 2] I'm almost home Just tryna get there I'm almost home I'm almost home So close Just tryna make it Yeah Almost home