Hear me pray: my will be broken Please betray me, hopes unspoken Let me crawl onto your cross and smile Let me live anesthetized But my dreams, they still consume me Every scene, I seem to screen again Not a night I dont feel overwhelmed What I see is what they get, instead: One step ahead for me Is always two behind What did I take To think Im doing fine? One step a day Just one step away Like doing time Making love to isolation Made my peace with indignation Not a lot that I can hope to be I can hear the years count down in me One step ahead for me Is always two behind What did I take To think Im doing fine? One step a day Just one step away Like doing time One step ahead for me Is always two behind What did I take To think Im doing fine? One step a day Just one step away Like doing time