Weakened Friends - Early lyrics

I wanna get up early I'll find some things to do with the extra time I'll move to a bigger city I'll get a better job, buy you things you like I'll make my mom less worried About what I'm not doing with my time I'll be a better person One that's worth you giving all your time But I'm caught in the middle Yeah, I'm somewhere stuck in-between I want myself a new head One that's not always twisted and falling off One that makes me happy And one that I can fill with better thoughts But I'm caught in the middle Yeah, I'm somewhere stuck in-between I'll lay awake 'til the morning And when you wake up, I'm falling back to sleep