We the Chocolate Sparrow - Now a Before Shadow lyrics

You popped a pill and saw a god I rode a bike And I felt the breeze pa** me by and I cried for you I've got my worries in a headlock on the edge of the summer And I'm screaming “Don't f** this up Greg, you only live once” But as soon as danger's face is facing me I face the sky and pretend I don't know you And still today I see the same cloud ribbon gift wrapped heaven as I used to I wanna rip the sky open like Christmas morning children do I wanna rip the sky open and see what makes it rain, and shine, and raise, and ruin I wanna rip the sky open and see Into an empty parking lot, a cloudy sky, and a werewolf moon Into a growing vastness that has come too soon Into my growing bones that will become me too Into Impatient frustration on empty hands It starts all stepping out of the snow and I can't help but give it away And I can't keep myself from being taken away And still today I see the same cloud ribbon gift wrapped heaven as I used to I wanna rip the sky open like Christmas morning children do I wanna rip the sky open like Christmas morning children do I wanna rip the sky open and see what makes it rain, and shine, and raise, and ruin I wanna rip the sky open and see Into an empty parking lot, a cloudy sky, a werewolf moon A note I can't stop reading, friends that will be leaving me soon And the reasons I'm changing with the change that surrounds me and you