Watershed - Outside lyrics

I've been living in a different life At a different time When all I saw was you I've been walking around my room I see a girl on the other side and she looks at me But there's nothing that I find! I've been holding back for you I've been holding back, holding back And if lightning strikes you down I'll be left on the outside And if colours can't be found I'll be left on the outside And I can't find the words to say So I remain the same Come on, come on Open up for me Left on the outside Many times that I lie awake and I think of me And I never fail to see A little piece of my mind so down, so down You can leave it up to me starting to believe That I'm getting to know you well I've been holding back for you I've been holding back, holding back And if lightning strikes you down I'll be left on the outside And if colours can't be found I'll be left on the outside And I can't find the words to say So I remain the same Come on, come on Open up And I want to try for you If you'll notice me too And I won't lie to you Please say the same I'll take my time Keep your light on, honey Keep your light on And if lightning strikes you down I'll be left on the outside And if colours can't be found I'll be left on the outside And if lightning strikes you down I'll be left on the outside And if colours can't be found I'll be left on the outside And I can't find the words to say So I remain the same Come on, come on Open up for me Left on the outside Left on the outside Left on the outside