Wallis Bird - But I'm Still Here, I'm Still Here lyrics

I sing songs about lovin' my life But today I just don't have the energy I've been thinking 'bout leaving this life 'Cause these bruises inside don't feel real to me How intriguing the dullness That swallows your soul To the strength of a wet paper bag How deceiving the notion I cannot control my own life So I'm choosing my d**h But I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I've got numbers for friends I don't like And I've got numbers on most of my enemies I've got one thing to say before I'm drunk again Oh, it burns, oh it hurts and it burns How intriguing the dullness That swallows your soul To the strength of a wet paper bag How deceiving the notion I cannot control my own life So I'm choosing my d**h But I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here