[Intro] I know since I got my deal and sh** got real I ain't been the easiest n***a to deal with I'm heavily flawed! But far from a false prophet I'm a muf**ing honorable Folarin Ca**ius, Muhammad, McGregor, Conor of these rap artists Why you talking? Muf**ing Groundhog's Day [Verse] The most highly underrated of my generation Behind them crooked smiles n***as neglect to embrace me Respect is in order now My liquor is more to y'all You throwing little shots, we catching some cases Lot of n***as hate to love me or they love to hate me Labeled as reckless and crazy by my record label Doctors say it's bipolar disorder, he diagnosing me wrong It's obviously depressing counting blue faces Hey, here go that real sh** Battling anxiety and privately them percocets Purchased like 30 of them, murdered them in like 30 hours Weight of the world on my shoulders bet I military press I remember me and Cole would open for Hov Everyday a star is born, I guess I died in the womb I ain't make it on Blueprint, so made me a blueprint You got you a nice watch, my minutes was finished I was lost at Interscope Contemplating on copping a block from Benning Road Thoughts of suicide cause who gon' want you alive when n***as you used to ride with cry with all that high sh** Talking down in they interviews I ain't forget that Scott Only difference is I didn't get no sympathy calls to get back up I just heard a song about me on a hip-hop blog from a kid I know Some n***as say a hip-hop God It hit home cause there's some truth, this I know This a cycle, I get psycho when sh** get dark Boy when sh** get dark Like Laurene Powell I've gotten married to a job I drop my j**els, spit my bars, I get mine off, I be pissed off Should get more props but still I Pimp hard, drink hard liquor to forget my thoughts Push 3 bu*tons I make the joint spin, Balrog (hey) Hoes say I'm the realest Most hated on Twitter Not to cause a situation but what side of my biracial friends call me they n***a? Forget it I'm jih tripping But my skin is made of chocolate, a copper's bullets is diabetic My mind busy, I'm sad daily though I deal with it My therapist terrible, I'm a terrapin, mellow trembling Real subtle though Tell them n***as SHINE coming, they in trouble though I love my brother though I love my brother though That's why it's rest in peace to Tommy we still bumping Cole [Video Verse] [Outro] And they say For as the sun shines on candle ma** day So far will the snow swirl until May For as the snow blows on candle ma** day So far will the sun shine before May Now in layman's terms that means All you naysaying, instigating, player hating n***as be safe though I'm on my way to Raleigh so grateful for that inspiration I'll see you at the game bro Ralph