Waking Ashland - Medication lyrics

Who am I trying to fool as the night falls upon me Who am I trying to be when this leads to nothing I need some medication I need your medication Theses choices I've been making They make me hate myself Are you there? How I long to be with you Are you there? Listening to my despair Standing right at the shore Knowing life is so much more I said what she wanted to hear Pretending that my mind was clear It's a lie, it's a lie How you wept, how you tried But I never make the time Here I go once again Will this ever end? Don't make the call Into the room It's where I fall Lying, trying to stop this time, I'll stop this time One step backward chasing after A voice inside, a voice inside That knows, that knows