Fear hits like a drug in the veins Hard to stop like a runaway train Look around but there's nobody to blame Oh, what a shame Spending nights just staring at the wall Pay no mind to the demons in the hall Yeah, I'm numb I don't feel nothing at all Braced for the fall Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head, am I going manic? Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head? Manic Manic It's a war but I'm never on attack Holding on, but I'm slipping through the cracks Don't wanna be another body in the stack I'm never coming back Spending nights just staring at the wall Pay no mind to the demons in the hall Yeah I'm numb I don't feel nothing at all Braced for the fall Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head, am I going manic? Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head? Manic Manic Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head, am I going manic? Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head? Manic Outta body, outta mind Telling everyone I'm fine but I'm selling 'em a lie Outta body, outta mind Think I'm running outta time Oh God I don't wanna die I don't wanna die Die Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head? Ah Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head? Manic Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head, am I going manic? Try to calm myself down but I feel the panic Is it all up in my head? Manic