Vonda Shepard - Long Term Boyfriend lyrics

i try so hard i don't know what to do i'm gonna lose my mind if i can't have you the brake lights are on and nobody's home i can hear you talking on the telephone and my baby has the blues again somehow they just seem to hit him and i'm breaking up again with another long term boyfriend i believe that you're leaving and i believe you're already gone you're already gone if you can't find love you've gotta find a method of learning to live in the world today i don't know what it was that i expected i guess i'm a fool to want perfection and i'm breaking up again with another long term boyfriend i believe that you're leaving and i believe you're already gone i better believe what i'm seeing 'cause i believe that it's so long it's so long as in 'see ya' i try so hard i don't know what to do it's obvious i won't end up with you the brake lights are on and it's so clear you can't pretend you wanna be here this train of thought has arrived at the station we don't need anymore contemplation and i'm breaking up again with another long term boyfriend