Vokab Beatz - d**h Before Dishonor lyrics

(Verse One) It feels funny when I'm back in the nutty/ Reminiscing when I used to sit and rap with my buddies/ Now its sad cause my buddies, never see me infact/ When they do its real fast, then I'm back to this money/ I know they love me, but hugs are never better than wealth/ He's got a hold of me thats the devil himself/ Im sorry momma but the ganja couldn't deal with the trauma/ sh** if i make it at least I can say I did it in hell/ Feelin empty inside, sip this henne and drive/ Swerve on purpose hit the earth and k** whoevers inside/ No insurance I hop out this whip like heaven's arrived/ Then spit a verse to demonstrate I got the deadliest rhymes/ Look my city is a jungle how come nobody can see it tho/ (lost) Always under influences it is unbelievable/ Little girls I used to know, all have grown to be a ho/ Plus all these dudes are tryna run a game that they don't even know/ sh**t. Do you even flow? Or just sing a lot? Yeah you got show .. but is it even hot? Keep it real you do this sh** for the attention/ Your advance already spent so you could brag on how you eat a lot/ It's apparent your apparel is real tight/ But your parents even know you'll get embarra**ed in real life the Problem with the population . shopping on a daily basis I put dollars in the safe save it for a rainy day! f** the opposition competition non existent/ Only mission save my sis and get my mom a pot to piss in/ Get you nodding when you listen, your not in my division/ With a vision of a god but a problem with religion uh (Hook) Do your research.. read some think a little/ Get your head right.. smoke one, drink a little/ Life is too short.. its a b**h too (b*atch) Homies in the new ports and the rents due/ So we gotta work stretch the marijuana/ She's t**n on me just because she wanna/ It hurts because the purpose is the dollars Its still d**h before dishonor Motha f**aaa im gone (Verse Two) I would rather be hated for opinion/ Then praised for other reasons/ Still got a heart and that mother f**ers beating/ Ever since the start I stood for what I believe in/ You better play your part. Try to make it even/ Even when the whips in park know my drive has got me speedin No it's not a game if it were then id be leadin Seein everybody in my rear view that were the f** I'm gonna leave em Work with an animal eventually your gettin bit It doesn't matter if he's loyal if he's f**en Pitt/ You Musta been a fool talkin money over hoes/ But changed the rules and started trippen off a f**en b**h ? Soft sh**. Boy that's to say the least/ I got 2 phones 2 zones and gotta pay the lease / I got new flows few hoes still chasin me But my girls at home with her own and they wait for me/ Faithfully. I'm honest so they hatin me but f** it/ Game told me they would hate it or would love it/ Look at him and 50 .. Both still thuggin / Only difference is the millis in their budget / How your feelin when you bump it agh (Hook) (Verse Three) If you think I made decisions out of disrespect ? Id say it's obvious you didn't use your intellect/ The fire burning hell some how left me cold blooded/!!' Now I'm just earning bills barely f** with no body/ Nose bloody?! No buddy I ain't into that/ I love the smell of money.. Wooh boy I'm sniffing that/ Guess I'm not the same.. And everybody's changed/ But it's strange how ashamed they are admitting that/ I quitted raps for the ins.. Kicked back with my friends all the time that I would spend in the end I got no progress/ I live what you pretend.. spit what's on my head sh** won't give it up again Even if I'm gettin hopeless/ Know this.. I wasn't in my body when I wrote this/ Quote this.. Illuminatis got me in their focus/ Jokin. You'll never know because you've never known him/ He's k**ed bout everybody that has ever gotten close in Approach him With caution. He's lost and not coming back/ The cost that it takes to rap.. It's often to much to ask But I pay it keep praying to gods that'll guard my back/ The odds of a heart attack don't fall when your attached So I'm gone! (Hook) (Outro)