Welcome to my dreams Waking up has never been so hard Rest a**ured, I've never made it this far before I fear and loathe how long we have left Until its all done and gone Bury me deep inside my faith Then in a few years, release me from under the soil and dirt In which I've concealed my entire life with Waiting for a chance, a hint of hope Now faced with life, unsure of everything I wear the colours of a skeptical man Black and grey, is all I see Friends that I've lost I'm trying hard to forget I could've sworn that they said, they'd be here forever But I know, they're still there watching me neck deep in failure I'm f**ing soaked to the bone Heart on my sleeve, severed and worn Replaced realism for bliss I'll never trade it back This is my everything