Vodka Juniors - The Monster lyrics

I tried my best but I am feeling nothing I spend my days waiting, waiting for something But nothing ever comes and when it comes it never stays I've turned into a monster, silently counting days If there are rules to follow I follow none If there's a road to hell then that's where I'm on And it takes all of my strength and all my will just to survive I've turned into a monster, dead but still alive I may seem fearless but I'm, I'm so alone I may not talk enough but, silence is gold And violence I dеtest unless it's channelеd to myself I've turned into a monster, waiting for the end