Vo-Kal - Neurosis lyrics

Neurosis [Produced By Vo-Kal] [KanYe West Excerpt] [VERSE 1: Vo-Kal] Please curse me cause I strive for something better I'm done settling for less I want a bad b**h Maybe a tattoo of an owl on her chest When we together Know she f**ing with the best All knowing Wisdom is in her fingertips But her nails are always painted Light make up But the eyeliner's wing tipped Under appreciated painting She steals men's souls At the promise of some gold Cause we all slaves to the same gains Same pains We growing not knowing How to achieve happiness But we all stuck in the same lanes We should complain Instead of comply Your words do offend If you try to imply That my words don't suspend What is believed as a conversation Art should be a medication Why should you spend all of your time To fill a regulation Of what's prescribed as success f** your goals I'm just trying to be the best Based off of What I know of myself I do it all by myself Cause I grew tired of waiting For somebody else's help So what I represent now Is for everyone ignoring me Fall asleep on the couch Waiting for my story See the desperation in my eyes I keep em on the prize While pa**ion is rubbing my head Keeping the demons in disguise [HOOK: Vo-Kal] (Oh I'm afraid that she knows)x9 I'll take you away from this hunger I'll take you away from this pain Beware that I may take you under This is one ocean you can't tame Now you don't feel the pain inside your soul anymore I'll take you far away I'll push my pa**ion till it's sold out I speak my heart and write my pain and all my soul out I'll never sail out I'll only sail out Onto the ocean To get lost I'll never bail out [VERSE 2: Vo-Kal] It's just me Sterling, Bam, Karim Standing in the middle With our backs to the center Cause we don't trust Anybody to come in between What we've established as our team Ain't break in the seams I keep having nightmares of my dreams I keep having nightmares of present day But I'm stuck back in school Nightmares that I'm swallowed by a tidal wave I see it coming but it crashes through the windows And you I see you running And you get away Like you secretly control the waves It never fails just can't make out your face And saltwater is all that I taste We can't be saved And I don't want to close my eyes no more Cause I'm afraid of the person that you take me for We can a**ume and pretend to not be fake no more But when you're alone with your thoughts There ain't no safety horn Like space they can't hear you scream Until it's took late That's just how it seems Just give me my f**ing space So I can have my dreams And they're are golden With platinum seams But where's the silver lining If I'm controlled and consumed by my greed If beautiful women and music is all that I need When I close my eyes I can't control what I see Until my eyes refuse to open seeing permanently [HOOK] [Kevin Smith Excerpt] [HOOK SHORTENED] [VERSE 3: Vo-Kal] After the night in the bathroom stall You don't want to even answer my calls Unless you need some material gain Misusing who were to get to an ethereal plain It's plain to see you been abusing your influence Substance overusing Constant double d over viewing Trying to justify but never an*lyze Choosing a muse that could bruise the common Man's ego spilling the blues out Cruising on the past pain In the fast lane Becoming what you tried to prevent Yet you vent of consequence That gave you sense to never be there in the first place But that's the first taste And this the worst case After the ocean's tamed The choice is right in your face Will you grow and become the man Of which you're destined Or fall into temptation And watch the sea wash over your face (Watch over your faith) [HOOK SHORTENED]