Vo-Kal - Astral Projection lyrics

Astral Projection [Produced By Vo-Kal] [VERSE 1: Vo-Kal] You don't Look at me like you used to And I Still remember what you used to say But now There is this distance between us Could you Just tell me that you love me And [HOOK: Vo-Kal] Can you Take me Away from Everything in my life Cause I f**ed up on my last one All I want is You to Take me Away from Everything in my life Paralyzed by the pain of my soul And yearning for your hold [VERSE 2: Vo-Kal] Looking at the carpet From ground level again Still picking up the pieces From that last b**h's sins No excuses being made For the money that I spent But I just want some reimbursement For all the time that I lent Spending less time at home now More time with my friends that So called know me well But yet they ain't giving me no spins Getting drunk on the weekend Is some sh** that I miss But if you only know me intoxicated Then please don't say sh** No new friends No new women Not my choice It's new living Cause deep down I'm pretentious And I'm ok with Not having f**s to give But maybe I'm lonely And I'm still scared That little boy That loves to stay up And watch anime And fall asleep with his sonic toys I wasn't popular in school But I've blown up since graduation And now my heads gotten kinda big Wish I had grown up from graduation But I barely pa**ed And they almost laughed Know they still will With no hesitation I'm a product of my environment Just guilty by a**ociation [HOOK] [VERSE 3: Vo-Kal] (Smoothing out the wrinkles so you can't think) My third eye is calcified Lusting over a fat a** Love life is Ned's Decla**ified Are you satisfied Like I'm really gonna change now The crazy thing is I've been the same Took a strangers words To reveal the shade Took the bitter truth To reveal my shame My character is in jeopardy My intentions and My expectations Are the only true things to carry me I mean damn Tell me what would my grandma think If I told her I was strip clubs Cause Drake made it cool to show strippers love So made it rain But that's not the answer I use lust as a cover up I'm scared commitment won't work out I'm scared my talent will ruin us I'm scared that every bad b**h That wants to make a name Will come after me And throw that p**y oh so well And I lose it all And I won't sell Cause I can't relate to myself no more I see myself and I can't ignore The blind truth Cause I'm blinded to Reality I'm falling through They trapped us all They trapped us all Don't want to lose myself cause they can't break us Sewn inside of a walrus suit I just don't want to become Wallace from "Tusk" [HOOK]x2 [VERSE 4: Vo-Kal] Austyn, Stephanie Ellen, Erin Gabriela, Emily Courtney, and Amanda I used to could barely stand you I had a simple crush With a little lust A little trust That we could be But I ain't enough Or at least I wasn't I seen it coming It was something I grew to expect I wasn't your type and you weren't mine You were so fine Blind to the fact That you helped me grow Heartbreak is so Freeing and so natural It took me years to appreciate All the pain you brought and didn't know I don't blame you I respect you now And for all the guys that you've turned down It was meant to be for self growth Self expression Where the hell would I be without those lessons So God put music inside my soul To heal my heart To help me know To help show me That I don't need help Or confirmation That I'm just me Still underground so sleep on me I can believe in myself Without hypnosis I'm Spider-Man fresh out the black suit My detractors and I have a symbiosis I've grown a little I experienced things Learned to create I've learned how to sing My psychosis might be to change the world But now my pa**ion has become my neurosis