Viro the Virus - Heartless lyrics

[Verse 1: Viro The Virus] Yo If you don't learn from mistakes, you're doomed to repeat 'em I know you heard it before but I feel it's worth repeating I deal with inner demons and have no idea when they're leaving So I keep bobbing and weaving It's a sad cycle and the facts of life Distract you from the path that's right Like bad advice from the deacon In my apartment in the dark just drinking With my wagon hitched to a tugboat that's sinking Got a toddler but only see her every weekend Cause after two years my baby mom said I'm a heathen Picked up and left one evening, like you're a nightmare Not the man that I thought I saw when I'm dreaming My mother gave up, weary from when people askin how I'm doing She says stuff that she makes up If this a bad dream than please help me wake up Cause I've taking too much and had enough, so [Hook: Viro The Virus] (How can people be so heartless?) Man all I know is My life's like playing poker with the devil Get dealt setbacks caus he got the deck stack so (How can people be so heartless?) Man I don't know but I stand tall though my back's against the wall A cold world is not cool at all... [Verse 2: Viro The Virus] Sometimes I have to lose my mind Cause being sane is terrible when the pain's unbearable And I ain't lying Just tryin' to find a path to get back on track Cause life's been kicking my a** like a hackey sack It's difficult to seek enjoyment with all the people you love You leave with dissapointment And getting up seems pointless in the morning If I can't afford to buy my daughters' diaper rash ointment Got a warrant so the pigs be oink oinkin' Can't carry ID, I know they'll stop me I got a streak for losing But everyday gotta keep it moving Cause the world don't stop be Girls be sweating the V, just want to carry my seeds Still I've lost the love of my life twice So something ain't right And I need to fix it instead of bringing my liquor more ice [Hook] [Verse 3: Viro The Virus] I really need to change my moves So I'm thinking 'bout changing my tunes so I can regain my groove Cause being a functional alcoholic or whatever you wanna call it lately ain't been cool Lost my girl, lost my job, hurt my mom, then left all alone just like a jerk at the prom Day to day I'm fighting with father time, but losing the war like it's Hiroshima vs. the bomb I feel like I've been forsaken by satan It's like a bad dream and I'm praying to be awaken Private burdens make me feel my back aching Feel my will to live being taken (wait) But they say that quitters never win and winners never quit So instead of slit my wrist I sat and wrote this Cause music's therapeutic, and without it I would lose it So I use it (get it) And wonder... [Hook] [Outro: Viro The Virus] Yeah, it's quite simple, really Even the average Joe has problems of his own that you don't know ( here is two promiscuous words) That's real rap, reality rap n***as, real talk