Violents - Starboard lyrics

Sitting starboard, I went over, underwater No one saw me, hardly made a sound The moon was glowing small, then smaller Sinking further, my departure stunningly peaceful Life has tangled us together we are tethered by our hands and feet And you looked to find a lover but your other was the enemy You can struggle you can pray and you can fight it or admit defeat But I will sink until the bottom of the ocean and my body meet A silhouette appears above me, someone loves me I'm so sorry, but I will not be found The vague regrets and fears have surfaced With new found purpose, take the air and push it all the way out Life has tangled us together we are tethered by our hands and feet And you looked to find a lover but your other was the enemy You can struggle you can pray and you can fight it or admit defeat But I will sink until the bottom of the ocean and my body meet I will never see him older