Villains - Bitterromantic Pt. 1 lyrics

My antidepressant hides in a Smith & Wesson I don’t know how to make anxiety lessen I’ve learned my lesson Don’t ever love first Or have your psyche messed with Intimacy lives in a hearse Love is dead It only exists in your head And hangs onto your neck until your face turns red Until it rips your mind into shreds Now I’m just old news A drunk and in love fool Now I’m old news, a f**ing fool But it’s not so bad You’re only the best I ever had Drowning in static and feedback from the mic That’s been stapled to my mouth my whole life I need you; I love you, is this all in my head? Microphone check No one can hear me I guess Check I wrote these words in blood to make sure that they meant enough Can you hear me? Can anyone hear me? So say goodbye to chivalry And all that meant the world to me Hang me high in this anxiety And everything I’ll never be Everything that I’ve been feeling Left me dangling from the ceiling I’m only broken and misused I don’t see what’s so unappealing