Verdugo - Gray lyrics

[Chorus] Everything I see around me is gray Act like I'm okay, I'm fading away I'm hoping I can pull through like Bruce Wayne I am joking about this knife all day The hardest person to fight is yourself I am just trying to get through this hell [Bridge] How and why did it ever come to this? I don't e'en know if I can conquer this My blood and tears are fading in the mist By the end of the song I won't be missed [Verse 1] Deep inside it hurts when I spit a verse That hurts those I didn't want to hurt My stomach churns when I play back the track And listen to all the crap that I rapped But if there's any lesson that I learned It's to keep true to my every word My raps gotten super dark in this art Just like Voldemort's dark wizardry art Raps dark enough to take down Voldemort So dark I walk out my door, choke a who*e Take her inside and pork her vocal cords Do it all to feel better 'bout myself But deep down I know that I need some help [Chorus] Everything I see around me is gray Act like I'm okay, I'm fading away I'm hoping I can pull through like Bruce Wayne I am joking about this knife all day The hardest person to fight is yourself I am just trying to get through this hell [Verse 2] I need a bit of some motivation Before I snap and I blow this nation That's not a terrorist threat or promise I'm reaching out for help, to be honest I just need someone to help me make it Before my frustration becomes blatant [Bridge] How and why did it ever come to this? I don't e'en know if I can conquer this My blood and tears are fading in the mist By the end of the song I won't be missed [Verse 3] Right now I'm starting to see like a dog And soon I will need a seeing eye dog To help me get through the darkness and fog Why's that all of my thoughts are getting clogged With line after line for rap after rap Especially when it's all the same crap? In public I say I hate the haters But deep down I know I'll miss them later 'cause in reality I love the hate 'cause I'm mentally messed up in my brain (perhaps that's why) [Chorus] Everything I see around me is gray Act like I'm okay, I'm fading away I'm hoping I can pull through like Bruce Wayne I am joking about this knife all day The hardest person to fight is yourself I am just trying to get through this hell [Bridge] How and why did it ever come to this? I don't e'en know if I can conquer this My blood and tears are fading in the mist By the end of the song I won't be missed [Outro] The world around me is gray I need help to escape this place Before this feeling starts to sink in And I lose all my motivation - To live, here I go again with another rap