Verdugo - Emergency lyrics

[Intro] (sirens) "We have an emergency over here!" (gun shot) "We need backup!" //SFX stop, beat starts "Chief! He's dead! Suicide." [Hook] 'Dunno why, I keep going on living I am just going through some self pity I am just going through some self pity RIght now I think that I am just grieving Old me's left, I am thinking about leaving I am going through an emergency I need med'cal attention urgently I don't think I'll see another sunset My life is over but I'm not done yet [Verse 1] The old me's died, committed suicide And yet here I am still strong and alive Why in the world I waste my time with girls? Specially when all they do is sit and twirl That was prob'ly my biggest downfall yet There was no reason to get in that mess These voices keep me alone together Helping me to make my work get better So I can be ready on judgement day And wish that the people will give me praise When I'm on the stage doing what I do And tear off the roof like I'm a typhoon That's a long way away from where I'm at And at the same time I'm too scared try that 'Fact I'm too scared to even leave my shell Ev'day I sit down and think to myself [Hook] 'Dunno why, I keep going on living I am just going through some self pity I am just going through some self pity RIght now I think that I am just grieving Old me's left, I am thinking about leaving I am going through an emergency I need med'cal attention urgently I don't think I'll see another sunset My life is over but I'm not done yet [Verse 2] Often I look at the stuff I've written And sometimes I wish I could be grinning But instead I'm ashamed and cringe in pain And I try to blame this horrendous thing These s**y raps on inexperience "I'll make it up when my next beat be wet And fits perfectly with the stuff I write" I try make dope beats in effort to hide The low quality of my rhymes and flow It's too apparent they blatantly blow I often keep second guessing myself As a result I'm starting to lose my health All the stuff that I write is depressing I pull myself together unless I'm Having one of my Debbie-downer days So the last thing I gotta say today's [Hook] 'Dunno why, I keep going on living I am just going through some self pity I am just going through some self pity RIght now I think that I am just grieving Old me's left, I am thinking about leaving I am going through an emergency I need med'cal attention urgently I don't think I'll see another sunset My life is over but I'm not done yet