Verah - No More Feelings (Apathy) lyrics

Why do I feel like I was walking on clouds Whenever you weren't around But I was laying you down Under the influence of loud You condemned me for speaking loud Well what the can I say? I found the lust of my life But on the way lost my mind You found out my name And it stuck with you like glue But I don't care about fame Unless I'm famous to you But this Borderline Infamity I feel it do you? Have you seen rain? I always see it with you But these are normal feelings It happens every time That when I fall I come and climb But left feeling quite incomplete Like there's something left behind I wonder if I chase my dreams They'll start to run away I'm almost there so I don't care My mind will always find a way I'll find a way and fly away So don't hold me for my mistakes You seem to live in the past Like an iPod that's stuck on replay But I'm on my levels like a totem Bridged the gap, the gate is golden Like Wi-Fi got national coverage You ain't even got a modem And I've got a lot of courage I come to the beat and jump it Montana made the race And I'm the one who run it And I think that I am winning At the minute so jump in it And you'll witness something special And the lyrics are the illest Haters saying that they feel me But do they really feel it I be calling for a medic But I ain't ever healin That's the COD3 way of life That's the way we live it It should always break my heart But I never feel it I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more I don't even know who you are no more, I don't even know where you are no more I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more You are my everything, you are my f**ing queen You catered to every need You listen to every dream But listen up here's the thing When's the last time we spoke I can't hear you, I can't hear you I can't hear you, do you know When's the last time you listened to a song that I wrote And they all about you Girl that's playing on my hopes I'm just praying on the low I'm just praying that we grow I'm just saying where's your drive You don't want it no more That house, that boat Our life, our dreams The cars, the cream Every f**ing thing That we plan for plan for That we plan for plan for I don't mean to be an a**hole a**hole But I'ma need an answer answer Before you run faster faster Away I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more I don't even know who you are no more, I don't even know where you are no more I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more As the world grows cold the maturity of life sets in The reality of a happy ending slowly fades The arms that were once open have grown cold and careless Our world has grown so cold The police officers that once protected us we now fear The politicians we elect to voice our opinions no longer listen The father who once loved has become the enemy of tomorrow The mother who once cared has turned into the woman who does not give a f** With no love, I say with no love No more happy Christmases No reason to be thankful at thanksgiving All the fireworks of life dudded during the day of independence But still I smile because I know I make my destiny I know through this darkness I will shine I will shine as if I was the brightest star in the sky Or if I was the brightest light cast down from heaven by God himself I swear to you, I swear to me, I swear to this earth I will…shine I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more I don't feel it no more, I don't feel it no more