Vengeful - Beholder lyrics

You're submissive to me You're at my mercy A miserable story Escalating into tragedy Your frightful frozen stare Fixated on her mortal remains I know how dreadful her loss is for you Lost your mother for a second time Their lives meant nothing to me I k**ed them both To satisfy my deviance I treasure Looking into their eyes When life disappears The last image they see My emotionless gaze I'll inflict the last and worst Traumatism upon you I've slaughtered so many times I've become d**h itself A black cancer Spreading across my soul My cowardly ascension To suicide Look into my eyes When the gun shot will resound You're the beholder My insanity's apogee You're the witness Of my incurable despair I can no longer tolerate the taste Of the barrel in my mouth I can no longer retain the weight Of my finger on the trigger