Vengeful - Transcending lyrics

Unending wait to meet the reaper Why prolong my agony? Trying to reach the other side Nothing seems to appear My thoughts become clear What is my purpose here? To get rid of an existence That should not have started Justice is done Exhibited before everyone's eyes No one to mourn my pa**ing Living every second in slow-motion But the voices in my head still shriek Haunted by lamentations of my past victims Of all the groans I provoked Of all the atrocities I inflicted Instrument of devastation Evil incarnate in human shape Once again the madness rises in me Once again taken over by the rage Dreadful screams, blaspheming the God Implanted at birth, my sickness Is now written in flesh on dead heavens I feel my vessel of pain; rotting symbol of vileness Slowly sublimating, attracted by an endless twirl As a tenebric vertigo surrounds my mind Stretching the rope of redemption Exposed as an example Hearing murmurs of townsmen walking by Stretching the rope of liberation Feeling the relief of clouds obscuring the sun A scent of storm coming Rain falls and evaporates on my burning skin The relief of clouds obscuring the sun Senses rendered useless The guilt engulfs me All of their screams repeated infinitely All my efforts concentrated on remaining conscious Even if reality is irreversibly hopeless There's not tunnel towards light Only a bottomless pit Senses rendered useless The guilt takes a hold of me All of their screams repeated infinitely All my efforts concentrated on remaining conscious Even if reality is irreversibly hopeless There's not tunnel towards light Only a bottomless pit Release me from the burden of life Reaching a new plateau of existence Unlock this prison Leaving the flesh behind Finally free Transcending the barriers of human comprehension In this light I see blackness In the dark where's the guidance In the visions of my path there's no Saviour Marching, leaping Towards the end Marching, hanging Towards the end Feed me Haunted by lamentations of my past victims Of all the groans I provoked Of all the atrocities I inflicted Instrument of devastation Evil incarnate in human shape Unending wait to meet the reaper Why prolong my agony? Trying to reach the other side Nothing seems to appear Slowly, my life evaporates Living my d**h, unreachable Distant exit