Vast - Here lyrics

Where do I put the shame? It feels like a broken toy I can't play with anymore Where do I put the hate? To a pixilated screen I can't watch anymore All I know is that I'm here Drifting somewhere in the vast Somewhere in eternity And I never want to leave Where do I put the books There's so many I could read But they all are filled with lies Where do I put the lies There's so many I could say But it seems they're in the books I have faith that you're out there Living high up in the vast Somewhere in eternity And you're never going to leave Have I been telling lies to myself? Hold me now You know I'm so afraid to be At all Have I been telling lies to myself? Hold me now You know I'm so afraid to love At all I looked up and I saw the moon Is it the same one that betrayed you? I looked up and I saw my place I looked in and I felt no hate Where do I put the love? Where do I put the love?