Vast Illusion - Two Sides lyrics

Standing in front of a dozen mesmerizing people Telling them I'm coming out the age, just to lick my ego They're yelling at me, hoping I'd be coming back f**ing in short stories, focusing on not getting wracked For who I am and what I've done Selling out bridges that I have internally would have liked to run Out, crossing the line, just to get brawn, attention Clapping their hands, shutting their mouth, hoping on affection I feel like every time I lose my face inside Feeling this path is right Seeing the d**h tonight I'm gonna be coming around, like faster please Go on yielding the sheets on which I saber myself Promise you'll read the mess, that I'm creating myself Say that getting the sh**, they'd be crying for more help Telling an untrue story, bringing out my own worries Hoping they actually like working, to keep it up nerdy I'm breaking it down real quick, so that I can get all the messages They're laying below the lines and helping me feeling all of the relatives I feel like every time I lose my face inside Feeling this path is right Seeing the d**h tonight