Vast Illusion - In Past lyrics

The game made us blind, we tried to put it right Though we knew, we would only be one-sixth of a dice And without any light there's nothing to hide So tell me, why would you wait for me to strive? You begged me to return, back to the time Where we would try to coalesce within this light And every little thing you said perfused my pride You arrived and I loved every way you lied It felt like now we would start to fly Although the air seemed to thin, we did survive The clouds carried us to a place of peace We felt nothing but each other, a moment to seize What most people were about to lose in themselves So the past became a witness of all we felt And the future just a word we could not spell Maybe time's presence been the reason why we fell As I saw you, there was a light On the dark side of my mind But now I see you, there is no light On the dark side, it does not ignite As I saw you, there was a light On the dark side of my mind But now I see through you, there is no light It's a disguise on my mind Sometimes I lay down in a memory of you and me Greed and envy became the fuel of what we feel And that is why we had to leave before we bleed Cause otherwise there'd been no chance left to flee I ask you here and now why I should feel this way You just shake your head and say “please get away” You say your paradox is a promise of heaven But that it's no reason for us to live forever (Now I feel) like I've lost a deep part of my heart (Now I see) that the path we went was getting just too dark (How I feel) isn't of any words, it's just made of you (How I see) that I'm lost inside the compromise of truth As I saw you, there was a light On the dark side of my mind But now I see you, there is no light On the dark side, it does not ignite As I saw you, there was a light On the dark side of my mind But now I see through you, there is no light It's a disguise on my mind