Vashaun Blanks - What I'm Going Through lyrics

[Intro] Yo [Verse 1: Vashaun Blanks] I'm feeling like I could rule the world if I wanted Take a hint of marijuana in front of Your Honor like What you gon' do? I got nothing to lose and that's the whole truth So help me god Come along for this ride, through my mind These n***as blind, to the facts They rather rot with the gats, and pull a tigger k** a n***a for a stack and a bag of weed You see, we falling victim to corrupt society I am me, I am free so why the cops still eyeing me Why my homie Lowme Deep inside, I'm dying to see I need a simple water cause this licker got my head banging My homie left about the club with his hanging And that's the world that we living in So what's the point in living if you can't include you friends I joined the military when I turned eighteen I'm twenty-six and all my friends doing same things But who am I to judge? I did time for a crime with a max of thirty five But I did thirty days, I guess I'm blessed But still I'm streesed cause my kid's gotta eat But I'm a fellon cla** B so my feelings on these beats All I need is a set of urge that'll listen Cause I ain't tryna to something to put me back in prison I know you heard me lord, I need a sign or an answer I know you know like I know that Saint Louis streets are cancer [Hook (4x)] And know you know what I'm going through I wanna live but I don't know what I'm gonna do [Verse 2] I told my mama that I wanna be a rapper And she said I need a nine-to-five, I couldn't make it happen If I wanted to I don't really know what else I'm gonna do And I got a son, and I'm 'bout to have number two It's a living hell in this world I'm living in Devil tryna bring me down, but I'm never giving in Or giving up, what the f**? I don't wanna live like this I ain't tryna be the dad that have to raise his kids like this I'ma do what I gotta do I'ma get it how I live, even if I gotta rob a dude And that's the story of my life at the moment I just hope that I get noticed, for I am to being homeless I'm convicted and restricted, twisted and conflicted I just wanna live my life but I don't know how I'ma live it [Outro (5x)] And know you know what I'm going through I wanna live but I don't know what I'm gonna do