Varnadeau Jeni - If I Believed lyrics

Luke 18:8b; Mark 9:24; II Corinthians 4:13-18 Mark Gersmehl, Jeni Varnadeau There's a place in the night where it's just you and me There's no where to go but here with my dreams The shadows close in, the doubts start to flow There's nowhere to look but deep in my soul You are whispering secrets I'm longing to hear I want to receive it but I cannot get near Can I really let go or am I holding on to fear? CHORUS If I believed with a holy pa**ion I'd throw hesitation to the wind If I would love you with abandon My trust in you would never end If I believed, If I believed, If I believed Lord, hear my prayer, show me what to do I want to be closer and closer to you I try to move forward but I'm stuck in my tracks I long for the day when I'm not holding back What should I keep? What should I lose? Give me the wisdom to know what to choose Whatever You want, Lord, that's what I want to do CHORUS BRIDGE I believe, help me with my unbelief I believe, help me with my unbelief Help me believe But if I really believed every word You've spoken Surrendered my little hopes and dreams If I believed I can't imagine Just what my life would really mean If I really believed with reckless pa**ion I would live so differently I would have no hesitation In giving you every part of me If I believed, If I believed, If I believed. Pub./Ross Island Music(SESAC) All rights reserved. Used by permission.